8. Life after life

Could our life continue within the larger consciousness of God?

At a funeral, we find ourselves asking a question that ordinary life allows us to postpone. What has happened to the person we loved? Their body is here, but the familiar presence has gone. We can no longer hear their voice answering ours. We cannot tell them about our day, share a joke or ask their advice. Someone who occupied an irreplaceable place in our world has become unreachable.

Christian faith has long offered the hope that death does not have the final word. Yet the pictures used to express that hope can be difficult to inhabit. Heaven somewhere above us. A soul leaving its body. An eternity that seems strangely detached from the living world in which we have learned to love.

I want to ask whether the understanding of God developed in this book opens another way of imagining that hope. If our consciousness belongs within a larger divine consciousness, might the ending of our bodily life be a change in the way we belong, rather than the ending of our existence altogether?

We cannot answer this with certainty. But we can explore what becomes possible when we understand ourselves as participants in the life of God.

In a funeral sermon, I once used an everyday comparison. For many years, we stored our documents and photographs on our personal computers. If the computer failed and we had no other copy, we could lose everything. Now we often store things through the web. We still use a particular computer to access them, but their continued existence no longer depends on that machine alone.

Could something remotely like this be true of us?

Our brains are intimately involved in our consciousness. Injury, illness and changes in brain function can profoundly alter memory, personality and awareness. Any credible account of life after death must take that dependence seriously. Nevertheless, within the theology explored here, our individual lives also participate in a larger consciousness. Might what is becoming in us be held within that larger life, even while it is being expressed through our bodies?

The comparison is only an image. We have no evidence that our minds are being uploaded somewhere, and a stored description of a person would not automatically be a living person. But the image loosens an assumption: that everything constituting us must exist exclusively within the bodily system through which we presently experience ourselves.

Perhaps our life has always had a wider belonging than we know.

Throughout this book, we have returned to the relationship between the part and the whole. Each of us has a distinct perspective, a particular history and a unique pattern of relationships. Yet none of us comes into existence independently. We emerge within a living universe, receive our lives through others and participate in realities larger than ourselves.

If that larger reality is conscious, then our experiences may have a place within its awareness. What happens to us may also happen within God. Our delight, grief, discovery and love may contribute something particular to the life of the whole.

This suggests a kind of mirroring. There is my experience of being me, and there may also be God’s intimate awareness of that experience. Within a panentheistic understanding, these need not be two wholly separate records. God may know my life through the very participation by which my life belongs within God.

To be known in this way would be more than being observed from a distance. It would mean that nothing about my experience is finally outside the divine relationship.

But an important question remains. Being perfectly known is not necessarily the same as continuing to live. Someone can be remembered after death without experiencing anything further. Even an unimaginably complete divine memory might preserve everything about me without preserving the continuing first-person reality of being me.

The hope of life after life therefore asks something more. Could God sustain the person whose life God knows? Could the relationship continue from both sides?

This is where the model opens a possibility without supplying a mechanism. If our consciousness is already participating in divine consciousness, perhaps its continuation would involve the sustaining or transformation of an existing relationship. We would not have to imagine a wholly disconnected soul travelling to an entirely separate realm.

We could imagine our particular awareness finding a new way to live within the greater awareness to which it has always belonged.

Artificial intelligence offers another modest help to our imagination. An AI service can carry on many individual conversations at once, using computing infrastructure that processes and distributes work across many users. Each conversation has its own context and can respond to the concerns of a particular person. There is no need for one solitary processor to finish with everybody else before attending to me.

This does not establish that AI is conscious, or that its conversations are relationships in the full human sense. It does, however, challenge the habit of picturing all intelligence on the scale of one human mind.

We sometimes imagine God as an immensely enlarged human individual. On that picture, personal attention becomes puzzling. How could God attend to me while also attending to everyone else? How could a universal consciousness hold the particularity of billions of lives?

Distributed computing gives us a small illustration of how many distinct interactions can be sustained within a larger system. A divine consciousness, if it exists, need not inherit the limitations of my attention. Its universality need not make it impersonal. It might encompass a depth of personal engagement that I cannot begin to achieve.

The same thought helps us approach life after death. Belonging more fully within God need not mean disappearing into an undifferentiated whole. The whole may be capable of sustaining its many participants in their distinctiveness.

For a moment, we might imagine each life as a continuing process within the grand unfolding life of God—something loosely comparable to a subroutine within a much larger program. The image suggests that a particular activity can have its own continuity while participating in something greater.

Yet we soon reach the limits of that language. We are persons: beings who experience, love, suffer and respond. The hope is that these capacities might continue within a deeper communion. A musical image may serve us better. Each voice contributes to a larger harmony, and the harmony has room for the particular voice.

There is also a scientific idea that can stir our imagination: the preservation of information. In standard quantum mechanics, the evolution of a closed system preserves its quantum information. Information that becomes inaccessible locally can be dispersed into the wider system; its disappearance from our practical reach need not mean its fundamental destruction.

This requires care. Physical information is not interchangeable with memory, meaning or conscious experience. Information about the processes that supported a life could persist while the organised activity necessary for that person’s awareness has ended. Physics does not thereby promise that someone remains alive, or that their consciousness can be recovered.

Nevertheless, the idea invites a question. Might the universe retain more of what has happened within it than our everyday experience suggests? And if the universe belongs within a conscious divine life, might that life be capable of holding the significance of what physical reality carries?

Here we have moved from physics into theological speculation. The preservation of physical information supplies neither an afterlife nor a conscious God. It can only help us resist too easy an assumption that everything about a life must simply vanish.

The more substantial ground of hope lies in the character and intention of God.

In earlier chapters, I have argued for understanding God as profoundly loving: aware of relationships, responsive to suffering and concerned with the growth of the good, the beautiful and the holy. Within that understanding, each emerging person has significance. A life is a particular centre of experience, bringing something into existence that has never existed in precisely that way before.

Why would a loving God be indifferent to its disappearance?

When we love someone, we want our relationship to continue. We want to hear their next thought, see what they will become and share what comes next. If we could preserve their life without imprisoning them in suffering, we would want to do so.

I cannot believe that the love of God is less concerned with the beloved than our own love is. If God can sustain our consciousness beyond death, I have reason to trust that God would desire to do so.

The word can matters. This book has not pictured God as a power who simply overrides every limitation. Divine love does not, by itself, demonstrate divine capacity. We do not know what forms of continuation are possible within the deeper life of the universe.

Yet the model gives us a setting in which that possibility can be contemplated. If our lives already participate in God, if they are intimately known within God and if the divine life has capacities beyond our own, then hope for their continuation has a place within this theology.

The hope rests on a relationship: the possibility that the One in whom we live is both able and willing to hold us in life.

This also connects with the principle of incarnation explored in the previous chapter. We know consciousness through its expression in material life. Our personalities develop through bodies, sensations, actions and relationships. The hope of a future life should therefore leave room for some continuing form of expression, some way of experiencing and responding.

Our present bodies may not exhaust the possible forms that such expression could take. But we cannot explain a future consciousness simply by calling it immaterial. If God sustains us, there would still be a question about how our awareness lives, acts and relates within the divine whole.

The Christian language of resurrection can speak to this hope. Resurrection imagines life renewed and transformed. It allows us to ask whether personal existence might continue in a form we cannot presently describe, while retaining the conviction that the person matters.

What would such a life be like? Here our language becomes tentative. We cannot say whether time would be experienced as it is now, how recognition would occur or what relation such a life might have to the ongoing universe.

But if God is involved in the unfolding of creation, we need not picture life beyond death as endless inactivity. We might continue to discover, relate and contribute. Becoming more fully conscious within God could open capacities for participation that our present existence only begins to suggest.

Perhaps life after life would still be life: capable of novelty, relationship and growth.

That possibility has implications for how we live now. If we are held within a larger consciousness, our choices belong within that larger life. Their significance includes what they have meant to everyone affected by them.

Much of our moral failure depends on partial awareness. I experience my frustration immediately, while the wound inflicted by my impatience remains largely hidden from me. I know my reasons for acting, while someone else lives with the consequences. I can tell a story about myself that leaves out another person’s pain.

What might happen if that narrowness fell away?

To become more fully aware within God might be to understand our lives through a far wider field of experience. We might recognise what our actions felt like to those who received them. We might see the opportunities for kindness we missed, the burdens we placed on others and the effects of the love we did offer.

This gives a possible meaning to judgement. Judgement could be the encounter with the full truth of our relationships. Our own explanations would no longer be sufficient to conceal what happened.

Such recognition could be painful. Some truths about ourselves are painful even now, when we glimpse only a little of them. A deeper awareness might bring profound remorse.

Yet if that awareness belongs within a loving God, it would also bring understanding. We would see our fear, our wounds, our limited knowledge and the circumstances that shaped us. Responsibility and compassion could become clearer together.

I am drawn to the possibility of judgement as healing through truth: an awakening in which we finally comprehend what love required of us, and what our lives have actually contributed.

If we must contemplate our choices for eternity, I hope that contemplation would itself be capable of growth. Otherwise we have merely reinvented everlasting punishment as an endless private replay of regret. Within an evolutionary understanding of God, it makes more sense to imagine recognition opening into transformation.

We could come to acknowledge, repent, forgive and be forgiven. Perhaps reconciliation could continue in ways we cannot now imagine. Such a hope must respect the people who have been harmed. Love would not demand that their suffering be minimised or their forgiveness compelled. Any genuine healing would take their reality fully into account.

The prospect asks something of us today. We can begin to widen our awareness now. We can listen more carefully, acknowledge the effects of our actions, make amends and allow ourselves to be changed by the experience of another person.

If life beyond death means a deeper participation in divine love, then practising that participation already matters. We are becoming the people whose lives we hope God will sustain.

The possibility also speaks tenderly to grief. Those we love are particular people. We miss a certain laugh, a familiar gesture, the way someone said our name. General statements about the continuation of life cannot fully answer that loss.

The hope explored here is that their particularity may remain precious within God. Whatever healing or transformation might follow, the person we loved need not become irrelevant to the person they are becoming.

We can certainly recognise how they continue in our lives through memory, influence and love. The further Christian hope is that they may also continue for themselves: still capable of experience, still held in relationship, still open to becoming.

If so, reunion becomes a possibility. Perhaps the relationships begun here could find a wider life within God. We cannot describe how, but we can trust that a loving divine consciousness would understand why it matters.

None of these reflections constitutes proof. The dependence of our present consciousness on our brains remains a serious question. The relationship between an individual’s awareness and a larger divine awareness remains unexplained. Neither computing analogies nor the preservation of information settles what happens when we die.

But the theology developed in this book allows us to approach death with an imagination shaped by belonging. We have emerged within a universe that may be conscious. We have understood our lives as participating in a greater life. We have discerned in love something of the character of that greater life.

On those grounds, I am willing to hope that death does not exhaust the possibilities for relationship.

I do not know how God might hold us beyond the ending of our bodily lives. But I can imagine that the life which has brought us into being may have more ways of sustaining us than we presently understand.

And I can trust that, wherever continuation is possible, love would seek it.

We live now within the life of God. Perhaps, after this life, we shall discover more fully what that has always meant.